I’ve had a lot of time to think, and a lot of time to remember. I questioned my calling, wondering if I was just fulfilling a role that was expected of me. I questioned my calling in all of the sins and sinful thoughts I’ve had. I’ve questioned my calling in not even knowing how to go about it. All of these doubts and questions went through my mind. Then, I decided to do a Bible study series on my YouTube channel. I’ve learned a lot about myself and my calling, and I can say now that I’m more sure of it now than I ever have been. The Lord has been so good to me, and so extremely patient. I feel like the last person in the world who would be called to do what the Lord has called me to do as a street chaplain, but the Lord has made this clear to me, and there is no looking back from here. I know I’ll make mistakes, and I know I’ll have a pretty sharp learning curve to work through, but with God on my side, I’ll do alright. I owe so much to the Lord. I’m not the same person I was, thanks be to God. As I’ve learned, the past is a lesson to build a brighter future.