Change your attitude

It’s easy to get negative because you get beat down. You go through a few disappointments and it’s easy to stay in that negative frame of mind. Choosing to be positive and having a grateful attitude is a whole cliché, but your attitude is going to determine how you’re going to live your life.
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Justin Sa (20)

I have always wanted to be like my father since I can remember. I remember when I was 4 years old, I went to visit my grandparents in Shahinshahr.
I went to university at the age of 21. After graduating from university, I worked hard.
I always tried to prove myself to myself and others. I was always worried about what people thought of me. I was actually completely insecure. And deep down I knew I was never the man I wanted to be. After all, I have always known about Jesus since I was a child. I always knew he was an amazing man: he was the Son of God - he performed amazing miracles. My parents taught me and imitated the Christian life. I knew that Jesus loved me and died for my sins. And I believed it. But maybe that was what I did not realize. That Jesus was a man I could never be. Jesus died on the cross for his enemies. Jesus was a real man, a real man. He did the hardest thing. He did it so that I would not be.
And so nothing in my life is higher than trusting in Jesus. He has not only died for my sins, He has not only forgiven me and promised me eternal life. But he has taken away the burden of being a man. He did it for me, so I do not have to worry.
This is what has led me to where I am today. According to Jesus, I am someone and I do not need to seek confirmation. It was in 2012 that we decided to tell people about Jesus, and at home meetings in our city, Shahin Shahr, I encouraged people to convert to Jesus.
Ever since I became a Christian, I have noticed a change in my life. I feel better about myself now. I'm not ashamed to say I work for a church. The beautiful thing now is that I can focus on that.
I am an introvert. And I'm always one of those introverts who prefers my personal space. My mission in life is to find dignity and security.
So I try to reach this mission by finding my own space.
But the problem with keeping myself is that I do not have the confidence that anyone wants to accept me. For example, I often think, "Why does God want to do something with me?" I was not a special person to care about. Can't I hide and try to make it myself? For example, on a sunny afternoon, I used to read my Bible on the back lawn and realized that I was not someone God cared about. I was disobedient and deserved to be separated from him and his good.
The more I read, the more I realized that I did not need to hide from God because he freely offered peace and security in Jesus. Jesus did not stay away from us, he died and lived for us and died. I just had to trust him and be accepted by God forever.
I still find that even when I want to get away from the hardships of life, God is trustworthy and gives me hope that I will persevere as long as I am with him in complete peace and security in heaven. There are still many times when I fill my head and feel like I'm no one special, but then I remember the real stories in the Bible of the unlikely people he still worked on, like Moses. , And God reminds me that he has already been accepted. He can help me do what he wants me to do.
Now, you may be looking for security to separate yourself from others and the world, or you may be looking for it elsewhere, but in the end we are all looking for peace and security. The problem is that we can not control life. Everything on earth will always be hard. So how do you seek refuge? God offers you His peace and security in Jesus.
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I completed my high school education in Experimental Sciences at Shahid Molaei High School in Shahinshahr.
I completed my postgraduate degree in Civil Engineering - Technical Civil, Technician Construction Works (Associate’s Degree) at Azad University, Meymeh Branch, Meymeh.
I completed my bachelor’s degree in Civil Engineering - Construction Technology Engineering (Bachelor’s Degree) at Najafabad Institute of Higher Education
I completed my master’s degree in Civil Engineering - Structural Engineering (Master’s Degree) at Azad University, Khomeini Shahr Branch.
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Memberships:
 Germany Society of Engineers, membership No: 11905379
 Canadian Society for Civil Engineering, membership No: 83212
 International Association of Engineers, membership No: 134595
 Iranian Construction Organization, membership No: 203625671
 Iran Concrete Association, membership No: 9923893
 Iran Steel Structures Association, membership No: 376
 Iran Civil Engineers Association, membership No: 9232818
 Iran Engineering Training Association, membership No: 3139200304
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Voluntary Activities:
Member of MAHAK Charitable Organization (Society to Support Children with Cancer), From: 05.12.2013 to 12.10.2020
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Interests:
 Keen on participating in teamwork.
 Eager to learn new Civil Engineering software.
 Attending civil engineering conferences.
 Enthusiastic about attaining new experiences in engineering fields.
 Keep updated on the latest engineering achievements and discoveries.

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